Two weeks ago I finished a lovely book about art and being an artist. It encouraged you to write! Just Write! Every single day! It also said to share it, no matter how bad or rambly or ranty or whatever it is. So I woke up at 4 am this morning for no reason and havnt slept than I decided it was a good time to start. My teeth are hurting, I think I am allergic to something in my new house, and I am dreading my day which will start in less than an hour. I want to be an actress, that's what I went to school for but currently just swimming in a sea of student loans. That happens though I guess, life is fucked up. Sometimes I wish things were simple, I was more fit and I had a cute puppy who I walked everyday without any issues. Unfortunately I have this little flab on my tummy I hate and a kitten who is an assehole who I love; I guess cause he is my asshole. Note to self: look into cat leashes. I am tired and things feel out of control. I am tired of spending so much damn money on things! Why am I so poor! Why! Also what am I allergic to god dammit this is driving me up the wall.
Part of me feels like this should be edited, wise and perfect but i am none of those things... Yet. Just write girl. Just write!
